Maybe it is all Worth Something....

I know more than anybody that sometimes life's spontaneous battles can make you wonder if its all worth it. I have more than once been in a never ending pondering state with just that question on my mind. Creation of a human life takes too much not to mean something, I think figuring out our purpose in life is where the confusion comes in. Please if there is anybody out there that knew there purpose early on and actually fulfilled it "the first time" - Please post and enlighten me :/. There are so many times life's slap in the face leaves such a sting, its near impossible to recover (I think I have more of my own hand prints on my face than that of anybody else's) Eventually we just need to know that it adds up to SOMETHING, the struggle, the drama, the pain, the humility - it has a reason and WILL take us to the next level or plateau, i hope.....I need that, I don't want to exist in THIS life and nobody remember my name (my biggest and most deepest fear) --- I push everyday for that not to manifest, taking one day at a time. So TODAY I have meaning, my existence has meaning, so I guess that makes today a happy face day :) - lets hope tomorrow brings the same and more. Lovewillsavetheday - Really it will