Goin Round and Round

I love the feeling of reminiscing. I think we all need to do it and often. Just close our eyes and go back to a time to a warm memory created, a lesson learned, or even a broken heart. The journey that we go on in this life is all but once, you may have Deja Vu a couple of hundred times if your lucky, but this lifetime is unique and there will not be another one like it ever again in creation. There are many things in my "younger life" that I miss and often think about, I try not to regret anything but to see my mistakes and my purpose for making them and to move forward. You know a shift in your existence is about to occur when you find yourself going round and round in memories of where you have come from and thoughts as to where you are headed. Reflection is occurring and you need to grasp what you see as a road map for your next move. You may in that moment feel your throat tighten and water well in your eyes as you hold them closed oh so tight, not wanting to let go of the connection you have made with the universe as it speaks to you. Sometimes you feel like this when you have been emotionally hurt in a relationship, or hit a dead end in your career, or just when things aren't going so great. I know from my own experience that reflections such as these are a key to the next level in life, you can either use it to open the door or you can put it around your neck until the next time. I haven't felt like ME for a long time. I think the key I hold in this reflection is the key back to ME (and I've been here before several times over the years), it is present now because all the other doors are locked (love, career, happiness) - Wait maybe not locked, maybe all just within ME.....