Sunday, July 8, 2018

**FOUND** LOST VOICE

Over the past month or so, I have been feeling like I am losing my voice. If you know me even a little you know that my voice can be pretty overwhelming. Whether you hear it through words or light. But yeah I haven't written or journal in like a week. I browse FB and IG, get inspired but I can't express the vast amount of thoughts I am seeing in my head on the screen or paper. It is an unsettling that is kinda settling.Just recently I made a comment to someone that I desired to not talk, I just wanted to be silent. I don't know if I should be anticipating hearing or receiving the secret of life, if I just need to be still for myself for just a moment, Or if I am simply just losing my voice, my spirit, my essence, my alignment, and with that the simple desire to just not talk. I feel stuck between two dimensions. One that has a hold on me because of the warmest feelings of love, unity, happiness, and hope. And the other where all of that exist times ten thousand plus abundance, peace, wholeness, spirit filled joy and most of unlimited possibilities. I remember when I started this blog, it was the hangover effect of hitting rock bottom, yet again! So climbing back on my feet, I thought it would have been a good idea to share my journey and the happy ending of me succeeding at all I wrote about. My journey would be an inspirational example to others that they could also be victorious. It was brilliant, except I failed- I came down from the high, feel back into life and have since hit even more rock bottoms. I have been struggling to write books, yes books. What started as inspiration for one book is now probably about four books, or at least one freaking amazing collaboration of all my ideas. I just couldn't find the concentration I needed to get started. I would note an idea or chapter or subject that would come to me, but that's just a lot of notes on my notepad- I did nothing with them. So last week I am cleaning out emails I find this link to this blog I created almost nine years ago, and the pieces started to fall in place with a very clear map of what my next step was going to be. And the first part is re-introducing my blog to the world. Maybe the books will happen in the future, but the fact that I was not doing anything because I was trying to structure it based on what I saw others do and how it worked for them. It was creatively frustrating. I could not even express or write what I am here to share with the world, but yet the words and ideas where still flowing in my head and heart, and yet I could not/did not move. So here I am blogging again. Looks like I am finding my voice again. Ready to write and share at will. However it comes, I will deliver it here. Yes, some of the stuff will not be comprehensible to everyone, but there will be something for everyone here because I promised the Universe. Feel free to dialog, dialog opens my receiving vibration, that is when I thrive, so yes all comments are welcomed. Welcome, and thank you for accompanying me on this journey!! Love and Blessings Mosetanola P.S. I will still be on FB and IG but maybe not posting too much. The juicy stuff will be here, need to laser focus my energy here because - This is It. Mark my words. #lovewillsavetheday #stillaworkinprogress

**FOUND** LOST VOICE

Over the past month or so, I have been feeling like I am losing my voice. If you know me even a little you know that my voice can be pretty ...