Tune In/Tune Out

***I found this is some of my writings - I like to go back and read them sometimes - At this moment I needed to remember this one, it is so prevalent almost 3 years later and I need to enforce it in my life, now more than then - I hope it benefits you as well - Let me know - Lovewillsavetheday


There are rare moments when we tune into ourselves. There is actually a time when we feel like us. Though the moment before we had no idea as to who we are. The next moment we totally see ourselves. We flash back to the days of when, we see and recognize our bad decisions, we see the times when character was being built to its strongest point, we feel happy when things are bad, and bad when things are bad. Being human is a daily endurance of patience. There are moments we hear the voice of those that have passed on, re-iterating the lessons of life. There are times when we hear the wisdom of the current and wonder how they know our weaknesses. This moment of tuning in may last for a second or few minutes sometimes days and months. The important thing is to relish the moment because there will be a time when even this moment will just be a reflection.

It is only because of the stagnant environment that surrounds us that we are tuned out. It is the cultivation of those who wish to produce robots (humans that cannot think for themselves). It is this weakness that allows control. If we discipline ourselves to stay tuned in, to know self, to know where we came from and why we are here. To say no even when desire says yes, it is these moments that build character. When we are hungry for some flava because we have eaten the same food months on end, for survival, not for pleasure. It is why we exist, to experience, to live, to grow, and to pass on the wisdom.

I must find the strength to endure and the discipline to sustain, because if you have belief in nothing, you will fall for anything (credit to my Grandmother’s Wisdom). I do not wish to exist for NOTHING, I have given birth to a next generation, and lived to see the birth of the next generation after that, I CANNOT exist for nothing. This life, this time around MUST have significance. If these eyes that I use to see do not see victory, then I pray my spirit to rejoice when I am nothing but a memory.

On this day July 31, 2007 I surrender to the creator. I surrender to my Ori (means head); I surrender 56 days prior to my 41st birthday.
This is a tune in moment as it is documented. I do not need a mirror to see me, and it is glorious. I do not need to pinch myself because I know I feel, I do not need to doubt because I am aware of greatness. There is even a tiny peace of mind in this moment.

I am a calm cool spirit, I only wish the best for my fellow human, I wish to offend NO ONE, and I have a simple peace in my soul. I pray for the well-being of all my family, friends and loved ones. May those who have lended a helping hand or a constructive thought be blessed a million times over for that simple good wish or prayer.

Let our enemies be demolished, and let us prevail on our good will.

This is good tune in moment I pray for the Ase to spread through the Universe.

Ase o